Yesterday was a bad day for me here at Word of Life. After hours of waiting the Collegians list had finally been posted! I raced to the dinning area to check the board and quickly skimmed through the list. I checked it twice. Then I looked for spelling corrections. My name wasn't on the list.
Ever since learning I would be attending Word of Life Bible Institute Collegians was the one thing that I had looked forward to. That was my life line, my ministry to get through the school year. Now it's gone. Naturally, I was devastated. I still am a bit disappointed. But one thing is for sure. GOD made it perfectly clear that he did not want me in that group for this school year. I don't like it and I don't understand it. But I do know that God has a bigger and better plan for me, one that my boring mind could never come up with.
Tonight I am planning to go to an informative class on a Greek Elective Course that Word of Life is offering this fall. I know that if I had done Collegians I would never have been able to take it. Maybe this is what God wants me to do. He'll make it clear. All I can do is listen, pray, trust and remember "I will not quit. By God's grace I can do it".
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